The human center...!

I had an interesting conversation today with a colleague, he spoke of "energy " inside and around us. That we have the ability to change our destiny and heal our bodies with that energy...this reminded me of a similar talk I had a long time ago with sensei, in which he spoke of the "center ". That we should strive to find our center and we would find peace and prosperity. Later I was made to understand that prosperity isn't sorely monetary... with this thoughts at hand I came to a conclusion: I have lost my center, nothing is sure and I feel as though all is fleeting by...without my control. Of the few things that have remained is that I still enjoy having intelligent conversations, my hate for fatness, to me it's a show of indiscipline. I don't get intrigued by vulgar talk especially when the speakers intention is to be funny. I'm of the opinion that we eat to live...not the other way around. It's evident that am sure of what I don't want...the question is what do I want?